Today is “ the” dreaded day..it is six o’clock in the morning..i am alone awake..wondering restlessly what tomorrow will be..the “day” has arrive..the start of the journey of waiting..the beginning closer of knowing the truth….the truth..the end..what is..but before that, is the state of nothingness..and today is its commencement..an uncertain path..a dim road..with vague directions..the waiting of not knowing..dreadful ..yes..hopeful yet emptied..unclear..unsure..feared..

 

a time to panic?.a time to plan again?..a time to work harder..a time of idleness?..i dn’t know..but i know..it is a time to pray..is it time to let go of the dream?..the second home i got used to?..or the time to hold on further to see light..or is this another false hope?..is staying foolish?..must patience be extended ?..is it worth the linger?..only God knows..

 

what must one do i ask my self..do I let go?..staying for something unknown or of deciding to let go of something you are not sure of what is.. two things that gives my mind no peace and makes my heart heavy..terrified to think of the loose ends , making you insecure and unsafe..you wish you have the answers outright..so there will be no waiting..only certainty and control..but it is a luxury i can only fantasize at the moment..

 

the day has come..the day where some have left and others challenged to wait..yes..the day the fate shall be realized..this is its beginning..let it be positive..let it be favorable…wished and prayed..but..here now..is the dreadful beginning..yes..”the” dreaded day..

 

how do you experience love?

“LOve again is ironic because it presents itself as a simple reality , the easiest emotion to feel and share but then as you not only feel it but understand it or dig into the core of it then it presents a different face…no longer simple but its as complex as life and death… This is how i experienced love …”

fact and fiction

previous to this , i posted a story with a gruesome picture of a breast with maggots growing on it..i posted the same on my other blogs, and it turned out through comments and links providing informations; it was a faked edited picture and a story made up, however, the case is possible, infact, there was a reported actual incident..so here are the fact and the fiction.

FICTION

http://www.snopes.com/photos/medical/breastrash.asp

FACT

http://www.pubmedcentral.nih.gov/articlerender.fcgi?artid=394335
http://graphics2.snopes.com/photos/medical/graphics/breastrash.mpg

gruesome

a student of mine sent me this through email..it gave me the chills and up until now..i am bothered..the picture just kept playing in my mind..and i could not imagine how someone can allow something like this to happen..this is just too gruesome.. very unhygienic..it’s a classic case of self-negligence..what a horror!

i believe this happens to persons who take care less of their bodies..i have known that many from the western countries, do not practice taking a bath as often as one should..heard also that, its a common practice for them to reuse underwear : a.k.a. side b ,c ,d..as common and as simple as failure to get a daily bath or laziness to change underwear would lead to a a horrible plight as such..

now, breast cancer will not be the only thing i would worry about if i have chest pains ..it would always be in my mind – the paranoia of having worms building a have on it..no matter how much i would scrub my body with stones to get all the dirt..the paranoia will remain…lol…unwanted dwellers on my boobs..God Forbid!!!..still having the creeps..

without further ado..read on and see it for yourself!

After anthropologist Susan McKinley came back home from an expedition in South America, she noticed a very strange rash on her left breast. Nobody knew what it was and she quickly dismissed it believing that the holes would leave in time. Upon her return she decided to see a doctor after she started developing intense pains. The doctor, not knowing the exact severity of the disease, gave her antibiotics and special creams. As time lapsed the pain did not subside and her left breast became more inflamed and started to bleed. She decided to bandage her sores however as Susan’s pain grew more intense she decided to seek help from a more certified doctor. Dr. Lynch could not diagnose the infection and told Susan to seek the aid of one of his colleagues who specialized in dermatology whom was sadly on vacation. She waited for two weeks and finally was able to react the dermatologist. Sadly, a life-changing event was about to unfold during her appointment. To Miss McKinley’s surprise, after she removed the bandages, they found larva growing and squirming within the pores and sores of her breast. Sometimes these wicked creatures would all together simultaneously move around into different crevices. What she didn’t know was that the holes were in fact, deeper than she had originally thought for these larvae were feeding off the fat, tissue, and even milk canals of her bosom.

Category: Computers & Electronics Product Type: Handheld Computers/PDAs a must have! but impossible to have for the time being..one of the temptations that draws you to think of drastic changes..like quitting school???or is this insanity?.. check the demo and you’ll surely fall in love as quickly as i did..damn tech innovations…makes you sad that you are poor and fantasize of great richness..i’m betting on the lotto these days!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgW7or1TuFk

The Good Husband

 

Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company’s Christmas
Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn’t taste like
alcohol at all. He didn’t even remember how he got home from the party. As
bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong.

Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is
a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next
to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of
him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in
perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the
aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the
bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror
written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in
lipstick:

“Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make
you your favorite dinner tonight.
I love you, darling! Love, Jillian”

He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast,
steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the
table, eating.

Jack asks, “Son… What happened last night?” “Well, you came home after 3
A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke
it, and then you puked in the hallway, and got that black eye when you ran
into the door.

Confused, he asked his son, “So, why is everything in such perfect order
and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for
me??”

His son replies, “Oh THAT!… Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when
she tried to take your pants off, you screamed, “Leave me alone, I’m
married!!”

“So many food to eat, so much beer to drink. We should have two bellies instead of one.”

“So many food to eat, so much beer to drink. We should have two bellies instead of one.”

A fil-guy has this blogsite with photos and quotes in it..i specially love this qoute..it just makes so much sense..not to mention.. its simply hilarious…:P

pic o fun

Golf is a game which players take very seriously indeed. Chasing a little ball around greens, and negotiating an obstacle course of bunkers, trees, lakes and rough ground, may not be everybody’s idea of fun. But for countless thousands it is, with golf evolving into one of the most popular sports and pasttimes on the planet today.

Little wonder then that serious players have zero tolerence for anyone hampering or hindering their enjoyment of their game. Nobody, but nobody comes between a golf player and his golf. Especially on the golf course featured above, where ball thieves suffer the extreme penalty – prosecution and castration.

This French Olympic star certainly picked a bad time for a washroom break. Dubbed France’s Golden Girl by the media, she is seen here going through her routine on the vault in the women’s qualification at the 38th Artistic Gymnastics World Championships in Melbourne 23 November 2005. Unfortunately she appears to have a tiddly problem mid-routine.This unusual cloud formation, where it appears like nature is giving you the finger, is nature’s way of telling you that it’s going to be a bad day.

Does she pass your breast test. She certainly ——–> passes ours, with flying colors.

This surely is the dream job for any ambitious woman with a skilled pair of hands. O

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