i have had a few crushes in law school..usually they are classmates i find brilliant and too cute to be a geek..now i have a new crush…he is really cute..and brilliant..not a geek..because his got the muscle toned figure..a bold and bald head..kissable lips and really adorable eyes..one guy many women in school really fall for..his got the brains and the body.. hehehe..my certified crush!..
normally..i study hard and make good in exams or recitations..or flirt in the library,dean’s office or hall ways where i see a crush..just so i get to be noticed..
but this time..i need not to do all that..coz..he knows me..yeah he does..
and that is becuase his bestfriend has been inviting me out…
OH WHAT TO DO IN TIMES LIKE THIS??
it has been days since i received the message
it wasn’t just a bad news, but a terrible plight
it had me thinking deep..how come? how could it be possible?
it was a tragedy when she lost her mom
it is just after a year when her brother unexpectedly died
it is uncanny for death to take her father now
i am on a delimma
i should react
i should call or send a comforting message
i should show i feel her pain
i must make known ; her loss , has made my heart sadly heavy
i must be there ; the friend she needs and who i want to be at this perplex time of her life
i should reach out to her..the soonest…
but i am left with a delimma
but even if i know what i should and must do
but i just can’t move
but i find it hard to understand
but i can’t seem to know how to extend myself and know what to say
but this is just too overwhelming
but life in moments like this makes you numb
it is a delimma
i am limited to figure how to empart my presence and concern
but this is just too much; death comes- should be not a
surprise as it is inevitable and known to come to man one day-
but when it comes as dreadful and as harsh as this- you just
become motionless.. and forced to understand and ask
what is the truth..
what is the purpose of this?
